Another sleepless night. I toss, I turn, I try to make my mind sit still long enough to sleep just a bit, but it seems to have run off and left me.

I wish I knew what was causing my sudden restlessness. I’m not more stressed than usual. I’m eating the same. Point is, nothing has really changed in the day to day life. So why is it that I am suddenly so awake and alert, despite having hardly slept over the course of a week and a half?

Is something coming? Is my subconscious trying to prepare me? Is there something I’m not seeing? What eats at my brain so? I just want to rest and relax. I want my mind at ease without taking drastic measures. Sigh.